TOTALLY MERMESRISED BY YOU ;D

2010-05-25T16:08:00.002+08:00

If only you were in my shoes than you know hw i feel , if only words speak louder than action you then will know it ish not that easy at all , if only we can go bck to the past , i would surely slap your bloody face . (FYL) i mean all the (t) (v) (c) !

why mush i really go so deep down than it happen ?!

i have taste it , i know the pain ,

you mush taste it to know it .

sigh.

2010-05-24T11:42:00.003+08:00

i want highlight my hair!
i want perm my hair!
i want go far far away land!
i want go universal studio!
i want take part in singing contest!
i want drink drank drunk , ALTHOUGHT IM NOT A GOOD DRINKER ! * I KNOW

WHERE SHOULD I GO ON MY BIRTHDAY ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Friday didnt went to work & stay over ad syg place .
book in book out , stay in stay out . Didnt do much this whole week .
im gonna stay ad syg hse when ever he book out plus not going to go out , i know i can . i really can . *roflmao
Should i buy x6 blackberry e72 or iphone ?
Looking forward to this thursday ! VESAK DAY . which is public hoilday for me & syg .
Having my exam on the 2 june which is 1 week plus more , & i haben even discussed , look through the book & revised .
BAO SI LA . so lazy everyday . brain cell not enough to absorb everything .
i want hughug . lols
XOXO ..................................................................................

I jush want everything to go smoothly from now on .... PLS

2010-05-20T09:22:00.002+08:00

Everything comes at the wrong time ,
MAD dissapointed .
People tend to changed .
You ruined my image of you .
So right yet so wrong . WHY ?

It only will really hurt when you know your loves one do thing that you didnt even thought of but it hurt more when you know the truth that he deny .

why ?
where are all the good times ?
where are all the good mermory ?
where are the goods in you ?
where are my once decent , thoughtful , cute boyfriend ?
where are all the smile ?
there arent smile in the face but tears .
there arent any happy-ness but pretending .
there are nothing i can do .
DEAD END .
i chose to walk all the way straight down the path but i managed to make a u turn .
i noe you don have any chances to make any u turn , but ...........
sign ;'(

2010-05-17T09:00:00.004+08:00

Went to Changi terminal 3 with syg on saturday aft that headed off to bugis .
we went to changi airport to have a stroll , the food over there suck + expensive but their bubble tea was nice *thump up . Do some stupid stun when trying to tap out frm the mrt station . ( i hiong in , actual fact is i got tap lor but the thing don wan let me in than i hiong in , kana caught in the ( open close thing ) pain okay ! wtf . syg stand there & see . TMD than kana say stupid . Stroll for awhile didnt managed to see any aeroplane up on the sky , but i saw many (kong jie) so envy .
After that back to bugis to buy my stuff , have some small tiff . I abhor going with syg to bugis cos he doesnt like to squeeze with ppl . esp unknown . Than he wil give (smelly face ) than mood ruined . i so sot lo !!
Walk over to marina frm bugis , it quite near okay !
marina square to helix bridge was far , but helix bridge was very nice !
Took some photo over there but wil upload soon very soon .
The helix bridge stil haben fully done but the shopping centre was big . its call the marina bay sand or square sand i forget . The view damn nice !
i want take photo with syg but all spoilt cos im too short . YES! i admit im short can , half of his face cant see . lol After marina bay bck to jp ;)
Movie time , LOSERS rated 9/10 not bad after all .
chance upon elieen,guan han & watched the same show .
quite a fruitfully day afterall .

2010-05-11T16:23:00.003+08:00

Having ulcer on the upper lip & inner throats .
Mad pain -.-
some one told me when you drink plenty of water you wun have unless your bf/gf didnt brush teeth & kiss you ?
i kiss boy everytime without brushing teeth also ! why he don have ulcer ?! whyWHYwhyWHY ?
Eat also pain,drink also pain much worse talk also pain . i mean the first thing in the morning i kiss-ed him luh . *Rest of the day of cos got brush teeth la.
I notice human really changed , enemies become friends,friends to couple .
some people tend to abhor doggies but nw we are so crazy over them .
everyone has their own life now . One by one their life ish full with colour .
i think doggies also brighten their days up .
socksi brighten my day with her crazy acts !
she so cute can , mummy bathe her she made angry sound .
she acc me when im lonely . she can sense when im sad & happy , abviously when im hungry too , cos its time for her to drink milk! (l)
i reckon dogs is a very smart animal , strays dogs are even brilliant they can survive on their own , they are fierce enough to scare timid animal , their teeth ish sharp enough too .
sometimes really wanna slap socksi hard hard cos she keep bite me .
but even she anyhw urine&da bian she do it very cutely . i really hope she wont grow forever that small .

Meeting (L) in 2 hrs times .
misshttm!

2010-05-10T09:01:00.002+08:00

Went To watch D13 with my BELOVED on Sat , Overall worth it . Rated 8/10
I don know why i like staying ad hme more than going out nwadays .
I need a longlonglong break . PLS !
Beloved came to fetch me frm work on last fri but we quarrel & i feel damn unloved .
We shout at each other , we cried together .
Afterall we do cherish each other .
DON LET THE PAST AFFECT THE FUTURE ;D
i understand this word ald .

HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNIVESARY & counting on .
we didnt get to celebrate . but its okay .
i reckon not every annivesary needs to celebrate right ?
unless it ish like 1 yr or half yr ?
HAPPY MOTHER`S DAYS TOO .
i love my mummy <3 .

how should i celebrate my birthday ?
stay hme slp ? maybe .

2010-05-06T09:01:00.003+08:00

I hate to see your eyes fill with tears .

I hate to see your tears roll down your cheek .

I hate to be seperated with you .

I hate seeing couple behaving so intimate .

I hate to cry inside the blanket .

I hate to know that you didnt sleep well everyday .

I hate myself for ruining your life .

Thousand of tears , thousand of sorry is never enough .

Didnt went school ytd , feeling so restless due to some problem .

I finally get a chance to have a nice sleep , really need to replenish energy . ('._.)

I got so much things to buy ! MONEY MONEY FASTER ROLL IN PLEASE ! (crossfinger)

IF everything starts with a IF , would it be better ?

I WANT (blackbery) BOLD 9700 !!

I WANT UPLOAD PHOTO ! (i cant)

2010-05-04T09:58:00.002+08:00

Its always like this .

Jush like a song playing repeatedly in my mind .

2010-05-03T14:31:00.003+08:00

WEEKENDS WITH AIAI . Friday night AIAI came over my house to wait for me to prepared than off to eat stingray (yummy)! He miss-ed socki too , gonna upload picture of her soon ;)
After eating , jp to catch show but unfortunatly ip man 2 were selling fast & only left with seats in the 1st or 2nd row so in the end didnt catch the show . AIAI say tml than watch , i realise singaporean so kia su lohzx =.= we managed to buy til ticket nice seat nice timing , went jurong sai to have my (mhk,popiah,tang yuan) which i craved for a very long time liao !! aferthat as usual my place to play with sock-si . AIAI scare of her but want disturb her . * irritating .
went bck AIAI place , 1 hrs plus to ip man 2 . WE BOTH JUST LIE ON THE BED SLEEP TIL 3 AM PLUS ! what a waste lohzx, show ad 1 plus , wake up 3 plus ;'( fucking fucking wasted !

We have a tiff these few day , as usual over small issue .
i was so pissed off that i take pillow blanket & everything on the bed to throw at aiai .
The feeling sux! Afterall , he still treat me like his princess , tolerate my tantrum , my xiao jie attitude , but afterall he never gave me up . He still dote me so much , gave me everything , we suffer together , happy together .
i finally understand the meaning of " cherish "
8 mth of relationship , there are many obstacle , set back but we still managed to overcome all
of it .
DISTANCE WONT SEPERATE TWO HEARTS ;)
i miss you when you hug me so tight every night that i cant breath .
i miss you with your funny action & faces .
i miss you when you sayang me .
i miss you when you kiss me .
i miss you when you when you hug me .

i missed your smell , its stil lingering in my mind

2010-04-30T16:39:00.002+08:00

I`ve nothing to post -.- Jush hand itchy .
miss my precious BOYBOYBOYBOYBOYBOYBOYBOY !!!!!!!!!
i`m having a lil headace , same old problem everyday .
so sucky!
& i want tell YOU . you sux , he sux , she sux , they sux , everybody suxsuxsuxsux!!

2010-04-29T17:14:00.002+08:00

One more days ;]

15 more mins to knock off ,

1 more day to pay day

24 hours to see you .

8 letter , 3 word , i meaning .

i love you .

2 more mth to my birthday .

1&a half mth to exam .

11 more mth to go through.

& most importantly 10 more days to our anniversary !

i want go universal studio !!!!!!!!!!

ANYONE?

2010-04-27T13:18:00.004+08:00

Paranoid . Am i being too paranoid like what you said ?
Maybe this time round you are going to jush let me off . You wont beg me to stay anymore .
Ish this fairytale going to end?

2010-04-27T09:55:00.004+08:00

Nothing is fair in this world .
speechless,heartbreak,
Tired of crying , tired of asking eventually tired of knowing .
i would just try to put down the stone inside me .
i`ll try i really will for the sake of us . she`s the reason why it turn out this way but if you think that she does`nt affect us . im sorry . you are part of the reason why too ,
i reckon i should be the one deserving everything but why is it her ?
sigh , im thinking through alot of thing , alot alot , from the past til now .
i have regret really regret on alot of things . if i met you before her would things become difficult , ?
i really don know why .
i missed my stop when coming to work today .
i don think you will message me today . will time heal everything ?

sigh .

2010-04-26T09:51:00.003+08:00

It only will really hurts when you start pretending that it doesn't .
I pretend that i've accept the fact .
I pretend that i've lets bygones be bygones .
I pretend that i accept everyone has a past .
I pretend that ish fair to me .
I pretend that she a slut to you .
I pretend that im not jealous .
I pretend that im okay with it .
I pretend that i didnt cry .
I pretend that she's doesn't mean alot to you .
I pretend that she doesn`t affect me .
I pretend or predict ?
DON BE JEALOUS BUT TO ENVY ......

2010-04-25T14:32:00.004+08:00

EVERY THING FOR TODAY SUCK , IN FACT IS YTD NIGHT !
I CANT UNDERSTAND , I REALL CANT .
NO MOOD , NO APPETITE . SHORT TEMPER . FATIGUE !
WHEN I NEED YOU , YOU DON SEEM TO NEED ME . WHEN IM SO PISSED OFF YOU ONLY KNOW HOW TO POINT OUT MY WRONG . YOU DON EVEN KNOW WHAT IM ANGRY ABOUT ! ARRRGH . mm OFF LA . IM JUSH LIKE A HOT SOUP BOILING NOW !

YOU REALLY MADE ME SO PISSED OFF THAT I WANT TO WALK AWAY FROM YOU .
im not going to walk away anymore ! im jush going to be very quiet , quiet to the standard that i wil treat you invisible .
i don know what you are thinking now , maybe the issue im angry about will be jush a small matter to you . But to me it concern bout your care toward me , if you are sincere or not .
I REALISE OTHER ISH MORE IMPORTANT TO YOU THAN ME .

HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARKBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK

2010-04-23T09:23:00.002+08:00

Be careful from the 20th to the 28 of this month , some ppl say there is a big possibility of an ACID RAIN . Apparently , i jush wanna give a WARNING because it might lead you to have skin cancer if you expose yourself to it . DON NEGLECT !
Actually i myself also don quite believe cos i have been drained throught these whole week a few days . But nothing happen -.-
IM LACK OF MONEY .
IM LACK OF JOY .
IM LACK OF PEOPLE AROUND ME .
IM LACK OF SMILE .
IM LACK OF LOVES .
IM LACK OF HUG .
IM LACK OF FUN .
IM LACK OF TALKING
I SO WANNA GO UNIVERSAL STUDIO & MARINA WORLD'S FIRST CURVED DOUBLE HELIX BRIDGE WHICH OPEN ON THE 24th .
I have not been myself this week . CANT TALK COCK , CANT JOKE , CANT LAUGH AS AND WHENEVER I LIKE . im so uncomfortable la dhey !
i miss miss miss miss the pass few month with all my sister friend buddy ;(
Thing change-ed !
Today can see,hug,kiss,kick,pinched,slap.squeeze AIAI lo .
Mummy didnt disapproved me of seeing anyone infact she wants me to bring AIAI home .
Mummy seem to like him . Thats a GREAT thing to be happy of ! *heeheehee
SICK & TIRED OF SITTING MRT ! THE END TO THE ANOTHER END .
SQUEEZING PUSHING ALL THE WAY !__ YOU ! ALSO DK WHERE THE FUCK YOU ALL RUSHING TO .

ARRGH .......................................................................

2010-04-22T09:22:00.003+08:00

I fucking fucking hate you la hors .
knn . you think you what . big fuck ah . i wear what got your business mehs ?
eh . even my mummy also say i wear like this very nice . you totally no taste lo . Fancy telling me to wear like a auntie ! STIL TEL ME . FRANKLY SPEAKING YOU WEAR LIKE THIS NOT NICE . CCB . I DETEST JIU SHI YOU THIS TYPE OF PPL . i actually don wanna say you but its really too over limit liao . things you do n say make me so pissed off ! you moron . even thought you help me ad work sometimes but work n personal life ish different . NW than i realise there are so many ppl abhor you . serve you right , IRRITATING DUMBASS .
I PITY YOU !

2010-04-22T09:04:00.004+08:00

Went to school yesterday ad simei [ FAR ] woke up quite early , & i have insufficent sleep everyday , but for the sake of my future i wil try to endure endure endure , lesson ytd was quite interesting , school was damn bloody big also . study,smoke,eat,lesson,home ;D
Than sleep,work,eat,home . superb no life . But every weekend i wil be with my Dearest AiAi .
counting down 1 more days , Anyway i managed to make til friend , they were quite friendly actually , but not to my standard of close friend .
Rch office quite early today so there it ish , im posting due to boredom `
Missing everyone , *blushed . I know you all miss me too ._.

imissimissimissimissimissimissimissimissimissimissimissimissimissimissimissimissimissimissimiss

TEE KAI WEN .

i know you certainly will come & peep . so i wanna tell you this

When i say i love you i mean it, because i only say it when i mean it , i only say it because its true so don doubt about it .

2010-04-19T16:49:00.002+08:00

hello !
Im working now, this stupid office aircon ish so damn bloody cold los ! im msning with AIAI also , AWW i miss him .
Today he ish so sweet, when im bathing he keep knock on my door tel me to open up , ad first i thought what he want but than when i open the door he jush kiss me tenderly [ don anyhow think im with my clothes on ] * bite lips , so SWEET of him . i really detest seeing him leaving . The backview of him makes me very scare .
I feel that he ish very stress again , i feel so useless . i feel like hugging him , sayang him but i cant ;(
I wish my AIAI all the best inside his new camp .
i love him !
anyway went to watch DATENIGHT with aiai , we jush giggle all the way throughout the movie ! * worth it !

2010-04-18T23:28:00.002+08:00

I name this puppy [ si oh si ] *socks .

i find it very unique but maybe to other , find it very weired ? haha jush like my mother .

she`s very cute . ilhttm ! i miss her ;D

AIAI gg bck camp tml morning , gonna stay ad his hse to acc him ,

working tml also , Thinking of need to travel til east side jiu sianzxzx !
going to hit the sack nw ;)

STAY TUNE .

2010-04-15T19:22:00.030+08:00

Finally back from BATAM ;) Have alot of fun over there with boyboy , spent money like water like that los -.- brought alot of things ad nagoya hill , Went to alot of shopping center . The food over there quite nice to eat . *thumb up , Our hotel room was also damn big wan los ; didnt go &play water sport but went shopping almost everyday for 3 day . F happy . Im having a serious headace now , panadol wont help ! Off to rest soon . Nothing much . Jush let the picture do the talking ;D

Style right ? Pass by a handphone shop & saw this ._.

This green tea very SUPERB ;)

2010-04-12T01:37:00.002+08:00

Went JP to print hotel stuff , VIVO to buy ferry ticket & have our dinner .

Another 9 more hrs , BATAM here i come , hopefully it wil turn out nice . im so excited that i cant get to sleep manzxzx ! ;[ im wonder hw wil my hotel roon be ? how wil the food be like ? is it nice ? wil i feel giddy on the ferry ? cos whenever i step on a ferry i wil vomit &feel v weak .
Need prepared plastic in case liao . Goona shop til siao if there are things to buy ;) Goona really enjoyed this trip with AIAI . Basically AIAI say don wan have quarel over there , butt he say wan quarrel come back quarrel . idiotic him ! -.- GOD BLESS !
Our trip wil be a nice wan ;D
nothing scary & unexpected thing wil happen .
Goona have my supper with AIAI now . i love him TTM !

2010-04-10T15:36:00.005+08:00

AIAI POP LO ! WHICH MEAN HE HAVE A WHOLE LOTS OF TIME TO PEI ME * CLAP HAND

Ytd went for my interview with meihua ad east side which ish damn far -.-

i was so nervous lo afraid that they wil ask me alot of question but in the end they jush ask simply wan *what i noes bout computer ? i live ad where ? ish it far frm here ? when can i start work etc , * bite lips .

I reply in a very reluctant way , haha dk why . but im been shortlisted which means if im workingplus studing i have to travel down to east side frm the 19 onwards ! phew .

which mean i have to wake up erly early every day liao . aww

working hrs wil be 8 to 5 ;) haha

i asked the guy a very stupid question . apperently if somebody is late , we wil need to face the consequence right ? the man jush replied [ actually nevermind boss don care] i was like oh okay ` than i was thinking ..... if one day i late kana scold i sure say you say never mind wan , laughs .

Went to bugis as there ish stil quite a hours before meeting AIAI mum & bro .

Brought my demin hight waist short & off to jp .

kfc for popcorn than meihua left-ed .

AIAI bro fetch me & her mum to AIAI camp for his passing out parade . so humid lo .

really v stupid when they throw their hat & shouted POP LO . haha

gg batam this monday ;) Thailand is having war so cant go . no choice but to batam , i hope that there are thing to buy over there . IM SO EXCITED !

[ me shu me shu ]

LASTLY HAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY !!

2010-04-04T13:15:00.005+08:00

Ytd wasnt quite a happy day nor sad day . Tiff with him over small matters , He went for steamboat with his platoon don know due to what reason luhs -.- ` obviously i don wanna go cos of awakard ,

Can you imagine all botak than only me with long hair , laughs .
i went over to meet lynn , wth ! Her father side relatives ALL NO MANNERS WAN LO . worse of all scold my dear girl until cry . TMD . i was so pek chek ald at that time . keep glare& stare . haha i also stare back .Went over to queentown to settle my dinner cum lunch . so pathetic .
THE LASKA OVER THERE WAS SO SUPERB ! DAMN NICE , BUT ONE BOWL FOR ME NOT ENOUGH ;(
WENT TO SHOP AWHILE WHILE WAITING FOR AIAI to be done . went into a shop dk what name & f***ed ! this clothes jitao make me feel like love ad the first sight ! without any hesistation i try on ! SWEE ! BUY ! cost me 38 dollar (gg broke liaos ) $$$$$$$$$$ fly liaos ! ...... i managed to bargain til 36 ;) Actually gg to ikea to walk but last min never . So bus-ed , train-ed , reach-ed , saw AIAI & keep telling him bout the clothes , i was like BLAHBLAHBLAH .... { OBVIOUSLY HE ISH IRRITATED }
WENT DOWN OCHARD SHAW HOUSE TO TAKE OUR TICKET AS WE BOOK ONLINE , SO EXCITED ! FIRST TIME GO THERE SEE MOVIE , THE CINEMAS WAS LIKE SO BIG ? NONO SO HUGE ! TILL (T )
THAT MOVIE SEEM TO BE PART OF PERCY JACKSON & THE ***** ETC , RATED 3 /5 .
Finished movie , cabbed back home .
abit crestfallen . AIAI sleep inside cinemas due to his sleepless night .

AFTERALL these few week was quite a mermorable wan .
AIAI & i was planning to go GENTING again but lack of money , i need study also . sians half ,
there shall be another time . i truly hope so . '
miss-ed the day at genting with AIAI .

Hopefully he can take mc today ! everybody called AIAI panties . wahahaha
due to some stupid reason ,

2010-03-27T13:17:00.004+08:00

This ish her when she was young .

she has sucha a long hair isnt it ?

edited post/
went bugis & vivo to get AIAI phone than vivo to get my vintage dress had a small tiff with him , & he tulan me -.- cos of some foolish stuff , [ i hand itchy go pull his boxer] hahaha ._. fucking love AUDREY HUPBURN !! she ish v pretty isnt it ?

I didnt know anything thing bout her , didnt managed to know bout her history though ,

but i think she died ? maybe . hope nt ,

This ish what she has once said , For attractive lips , speak words of kindness , For attractive eyes seek out the good in people , For a slim figure , share the food with the hunger , For beautiful hair let a child run his/her finger through it once a day , For poise , walk with the knowledge that you wil never walk alone ,

People , even more than things have to be Restored Renewed Revived Reclaimed & Redeemed ;)

Remember if you ever need a helping hand , you wil find one at the each of your arm .

As you grow older you will discover you have two hands , one for helping yourself & the other for helping the others ;)

SHE ISH JUSH SO AMAZING !

rched bck hme , so shag,sian . so wanna go club leys !

sweety,sweety`s darling & AIAI & one more annoymous playing manjong whereas im inside this room entertaining myself . AWW
which kind soul wan enertain me ;((((((

[SAT MORNING ]
Today was not a good day gd start !
Woke up crying like fuck , AIAI was jush beside me & i also don know why i would dream of this stupid dream ;(
i hope it wun be coming true as AIAI say that i dwell too much so wil lead me to all these thinking .
I.HATE.THIS.FEELING!
DREAM THAT HE ISH GG TO LEAVE ME WITHOUT ANY HESISTATION
I PLEASE HIM BEG HIM , HE DON EVEN PITY ME , HE BECAME DIFFERENT ;(
IM SO SCARE THIS WIL COME TRUE ,
sighsigh !

2010-03-26T23:39:00.003+08:00

Off to watch How to train your Dragon 3D in another 15 mins ,

Hope it wil turn out quite nice ;) wil be watching with AIAI & sweety&herdarling

imiss audi !

staytune .

Off for two days to acc AIAI i miss hin to the core !

tml wil be heading t town for some shopping .

nights !

2010-03-21T12:54:00.004+08:00

Some wil kill to have it , He wil kil to protect it.

Last week was a tough week for me as my boyboy cant contact me due to his outfield but ive gone through it alone , maybe i wil get use to it aft some times , i miss him so much but nothing i can do , 1 week see each other for 3 day sometimes 2 day . im wondering why mush guy go inside army ? to protect singapore ? but sometimes im also wondering why they mush suffer so much ? see boyboy so suffering i also cant do anything . the feeling really suck .

i jush needed him in my life nw . no more no less .

he feel guilty that he cant accompany me , YES . indeed its th truth , i haate him ! hate army more . But i can sacrifice anything jush for him , i hopeeee . al i need ish jush to bear with it .

i did mention that i dk how long i can cling on , it really tough , & the feeling totally suxxx ,

so near yet so far . sigh . But when you truly love a person , you wil do anything for him isnt it?

this ish we we call love ? what excatly ish true love ? does it exist in real life ? or maybe it jush our naive thinking ?

fate brought us together , so i hope every couple in this world , be it wife or husband , flink or scandle , brother or sister . jush jush cherish the time , the moment we have spent ;)

[cos wan shi zi neng hui wei ]

currently ad boyboy house , jush like what mummy say -.- when boyboy book out i book out . when boyboy bk in i jiu wil bk in ? irritating los! in other meaning when boyboy come out i jiu wont go hme , when boyboy go back camp i jiu wil guai guai go hme .

eat &slp work nias .

HE IS DAMN BLOODY TIRED LOS . dk real or fake . DAMN DETEST IT WHEN HE SLEEPS ALL THE WAY WITHOUT EVEN PAYING ANY ATTENTION TO ME . i jush hope one day he wil realise i really cherish the time with him ;)

surprisly, i &boyboy didnt quarrel for like 2to3 week , YEAH , *claphand .

hopefully another half an hour he wil be awake or else its my turn to k.o .

gg to jp to get his thing done than its time for him to book in ald ;(

another tough week for me .*sob

i miss YOU al . (all the sisters )

2010-03-13T16:14:00.002+08:00

Happy 6th Month Anniversary & Counting On ....
boy brought me roses & surprised me , im very elated to received roses cos its the first time im receving REAL roses ;D

I LOVE HIM MORE & MORE each day , althought we seem to have drifted apart but i believe distance wont seperate two heart thats care .

I LOVE TEE KAIWEN ;)

gg out to kaikai lo .

stay tune `

seriously my blog is dieing , close down better los -.-

2010-02-27T16:34:00.003+08:00

swee!!
i never interfere , get this right , im jush trying to stop all these childish act . no point keep on quarrel right ? im not involve in this , obviously than why did weijie text me all those things like its my fault to let this matter become like this ?
im glad that we didnt affect your life ; so even if we lie to you or whatever don need to be so worked up , we love to lie it ish our business , you don like liar it ish another problem ald .
you only like to be sarcastic , hyprocrite .
beware of those people around you too .
their mask are really fucking thick . excellent ! you are doing very fine with your love ones , than let me reply you here on behalf of your message . im doing also very fine with my boyfriend . stop having all those thinking , keep on quarrling lead you to nowhere . thanks for telling me that you hate me long ago , im who i am , i don need anyone to like me or even love me .

2010-02-27T11:35:00.003+08:00

aww , i have been misssing my precious boy , looking forward to meet him every week ;) i fucking miss him !
ytd aft i knock off frm work boy came t find me straight away with my famous amos cookies , than elieen&guan han came , i close my shop & went t have a stick , sales was so so ytd but rarely have many ppl come & buy ald , so i keep complain of SIANSSIANSSIANS & TADA
jenice sweety , meijiao , lynn came t find me too , sweety stil bring me a lunch box & we talk a lot alot ;) thanks so much ah girl , you`re so sweet ,
i tell boy that i feel like drinking &singing so we went to arena t drink with jenice,edward,elieen,guanhan ;) except for me& elieen , haha we drink coke ~ cocacola
enjoyed alot ytd ;) boy open 1 martell & treat them, they were kana bully to finished the martell when it was near t the closing time , hahahs .
all guan gong jiu come out liao los =.=

Actually sometimes write doesnt show anything but to do ,
cos action speak louder than words , i suddenly realise that you stil never change , maybe you can b like this forever , maybe nt . you can don need change for the sake of other but change for the sake of yourself , i really find no reason why mush things turn out this way , once were sister , nw enermy , duo yi ke peng you hao guo duo yi ge di ren . jush let bygones be bygones , don let the past affect your future ;) its hurtful t hurt ppl this way , i think if you were the one being said you also wil be v hurtful , nt jush that your words hurt but the ppl who say ish you . i never can imagine you wil be so cruel .
maybe i understand you better , but nw i see thing in other way it really makes me hate you a lil bit , be humble ish a gd things ;) see things right before you assume . have you heard before ? '' bu shi ni kan dao de jiu yi ding shi '' ? nw i really understand one cannot don have loves ones, family & friends , so cherish them , after being so lonely for a lil while without any listening ear , i sometimes stil wil like t know hw you are doing ? maybe you wil think this ish the out come i want but no , something are jush meant not to be said .
i believe nw that going out with the person you detest last time doesnt mean you wil detest her forever , LEOPARD WIL CHANGE ITS SPOT , use your heart to feel & nt your eyes to see & predict & assume ;)

2010-02-15T15:34:00.010+08:00

nice show ;) percy ish so charming ;D

im like so fucking long didnt update my blog -.-

wishing ELIEENZHANGYUANTING A BELATED BIRTHDAY ;D

090210 was suppose to be precious birthday but a sad thing he ish inside camp so didnt manage to celebrate with him ;( it was our 5th anniversary also , & once again stil counting on ......

maybe gg to play uncle ringo later on ; im so looking forward too !! loves ....

2010-01-09T23:01:00.006+08:00

preciousboy got me a wrislet too HAHA . neh ni neh ni po po .

la pilage long champ !! FINALLY I`VE GOT IT FROM ION TODAY !! woohoo ,,,,

HAPPY 4 MONTH ANNIVERSARY & STILL COUNTING ON ....
I LOVE YOU .
MMMMMUUUACCKS ..

090110 .
Went t twn with precious t get my longchamp bag , actually intend t get black or blue but brown suit me more so without any hesistation
"TADA " i`ve got it .
went down t far east t find peiling, suprisedly jialing called me , bad news ish she no longer work ad LONDON WEIGHT MANAGEMENT , but shereen . precious find the whole far east & cant find a single shop named shereen -.- . today our leg jitao nuan !! shop the whole town for a couple of hours nonstop . we jush missed wheellock , cine & tangs . the rest walk til leg gonna b broken ^^ but it ish worth walking wan lohs .
THANKS MY PRECIOUS BOY FOR ACC ME TODAY . ai ni oh ^^

not feeling too well . im off t bed ;) nights nights . mmmmuuuaaacckks ....

2009-12-14T23:30:00.002+08:00

i cant get to see you as often as i like nwaday , not getting to hug you as long as i like , not getting any kisses from you as and when you like , not to have you embrace me tighly in your arm , i am missing you really alot ;( counting down 1413121110987654321......... i wishes to see you real soon my dear , TRULY WAITING !! i think of you constantly whether is my heart or my mind .

HAPPY 3 MONTH ANNIVERSARY

& STIL COUNTING ON

2009-11-17T23:07:00.003+08:00

I MISS YOU LA ! TEE KAI WEN !!!!

I`M WAITTING FOR YOUR BLOODLY CALL !

I`M WAITING FOR YOUR BLOODY MESSAGE ! I`M WAITING TO SEE YOU ! I`M WAITTNG FOR YOU TO TELL ME WHAT HAD YOU BEEN DOING OVER THERE AD VIET ! I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU LA ,! FUCK-ED . I NEED YOU BY MY SIDE LUHS !!!!!!!

{SOBBING}

2009-11-11T23:47:00.019+08:00

2009-11-11T23:12:00.002+08:00

i`m finally backkkkkk!!!!!!!!!
things went very smoothly nwadays ;]] jush like how i expected .
working working working working !!!! money faster roll in , *gimme gimme MORE !
i tell you ahzx ! you this stupid auntie , knnbccb , wan cheap clothes go pasar malam buy la keep bargain . sales for today was quite good actually but why do everybody like to bargain ? discounted already stil wan free t-shirt/bermudas ? i serve a very unreasonable auntie today , !! SHE MAKES ME CRY . i dk why tears jush flow down my cheek . i have been endureing all those stupid/rude customer nwadays but they jush seem to make things difficult for me , putting on smiles to them but their reaction was ) roll eyes or jush glance glance up & down on me . WHAT THE ! I HAVE ENOUGH , maybe sales ish not the right job for me . ;(

HAPPY TWO MONTH ANNIVERSARY MY BOY

loving you more&more each day .

2009-10-21T01:18:00.002+08:00

THERE`S ALWAYS RAINBOW AFTER A RAIN ;)

everything are back to normal . i wil be a super duper good girlfriends . i `m willing to change for the sake of you , [changing in progress].

when you relly love a person , you wont mind his/her shortcoming .

loving a person ish to have trust & sacrifice for each other no matter what . forgiveness ish a need , forgive&forget . i`l change to a better person .

thanks akac&dearie,*dearie you betrayed me hors ! think i don noes . mai siao siao hors , i hate you !

2009-10-20T01:11:00.002+08:00

i don want a broken hearted

its the simple things you do&say which hurt my feeling , perhaps goodbye may comes as a shock for you but i really love you alot , you are enjoying yourself now & me ?

if one day YOU READ THIS POST don blame me , don ask me ,

your words really hurt me alot , i think that i`m not the girl for you .

i really hate the feeling now ! i hate myself for treating you in this way ! i hate the way you react ! i hate the way you are behaving !

i can see that you are not happy being with me , for the sake of me you neglect alot of your friends . soon very very very soon your life wil be like the past i hope .

i jush don know where went wrong , what the problem ish . i clinging on everything now .

it is very tough you know ?

ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS .

i really hope 1 day you would see that i`ve change for the sake of you .

2009-10-19T23:21:00.002+08:00

Have my hair dyed red ;)weeeeeee! it turn out quite nice&i`mma quite happy with the result, i put the dye on for about 4 hour while watching television ytd *abit crazy i noes . The whole bottle of the dye ish not enough for my hair actually , but thanks to mummy trying very hard to make it even ;) i love her la ~
went to far east alone to fetch dearie after her work , she isnt touched ! first time lohzxzx , go town alone ! i saw the biker jacket i want & i try it on , very cool lohzxzx , goona get it on my next pay;) hahaha [ bikers jacket here i come !!] currently ad safra ` audi ,audi , beat up beat up. Going give dearie die die die ah. she very *===== wan . wakaka ._.

i`ve tried my best

i don want to let you down again & again

theres nothing more left to say .

sorry is all i can say .

i wish that i can forget all these bad mermories& only remember all these good mermories , how i wish you wil also . remember all those goods & not bad .

have you ever love someone that makes you cry ? have you needed someone that you cant sleep at night ? have you ever ?

i miss you ;(

2009-10-14T21:28:00.003+08:00

MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU

I`m sorry ;( i really don wanna quarrel with you anymore , the feeling really suck `

i really miss the times where there`s smile between us , the happy moment that we spent , the sweet message that we would sent to each other .

upon seeing you like this really hurt me alot . i would try to understand you more , thanks for giving in to me all the times . i know that i`m being unreasonable sometimes bud i jush don know why i would behave in this way .

after all i like to walk away cos i

really

think that after i walk away i would really feel better . thay asked me why ? why i like to walk away , no one understand . i need peace . things keep running through my mind ,

how

long can you endure me if i keep behave in this way ? i don know why you treat me so cold today why so hostile toward me . why i talk to you you are so reluctant towards me , maybe you need time , i`m really very sorry , pls take care of yourself . sorry if i neglect you , nwadays i didnt get to see you hug you , i really miss you badly , i really disappoint you alot alot i know, i would try my best to be a good girlfriend

Chongpeiling, gnohciepgnil

2009-10-14T00:52:00.002+08:00

Peiling here , dearie doesnt knws tht iam here . HAHA^^. (evil right)
Am meeting her tgt with lian sweetie :). How many days i didnt see them alr ?
Let me count ... 12345678910 , 4days :D. And sweetie says tht she miss us ? HAHA.
(Practically treating this as if my blog^^).
Shall leave, meeting thm as early as 10 in th morning tmr. Bye , peeps.
.
I love yvonne , i love yvonne , i love yvonne , i love yvonne. Yvonne love me , yvonne love me . Maomao dont jealous lar , HAHAHAAHHA ^^.

2009-10-12T17:22:00.002+08:00

Hello hi :). Am peiling here , blogging fr yvonne here . Ive got free access to her blog anytime and anywhr , jealous not ? Haha^^. So sian, have been nua-ing at home fr th whole day . So sian :(.

Iam treating this blog like mine right ?

Waiting fr interiew calls currently . Superb bored , cannot do anything without money :(.

Alright, iam just here to post this pictures up thr , so tada..

2009-10-09T23:49:00.006+08:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY ;)

boy gave me a surprise today!

he brought me a guess watch ;)

[i love you TEEKAIWEN ] , i know you dote me the most okay .

LOVING A PERSON ISH TO HAVE SELFLESS FORGIVENESS .

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING !! THE PATH THAT WE ARE GOING ISH STIL LONG & I`M STIL COUNTING ON ;) AINIOHS .

2009-10-08T12:23:00.002+08:00

A LEOPARD WUN CHANGE ITS SPOT !

change for the sake of yourself & not others,

its goona be hard for you ,

something are really meant to be unsaid .

i believe what we have to say its goona be cruel to you ! you know what imma trying to say & who i`m referring to .

SISTER AREN`T MEANT TO BE FOREVER .

we know each other for almost 7 years . you understand me , i understand you but i can tell you . the sistership i need isn`t what i want & what i get .

2009-09-14T16:08:00.001+08:00

i found this video kinda cute ;) hahaha

2009-09-13T07:06:00.002+08:00

o9o9o9
we were together on this very very nice date ;)
finally get rid of my singlehood life & some ppl find it weird -.-
i wanna tell YOU *{kan de dao ,chi bu dao}*hahahaha !!
i miss you a little a little too much a little too many a little hard ;D

TO all sisters ; i wish you all to lasts with your soulmates as long as possible jush like fairytale have a happy ending & stay sweet with your loves ones ^^

tata , gg home now to replenish my energy !!!!

2009-09-13T06:57:00.002+08:00

.
Hey , peiling here . Yvonne is beside me now :). Just headed back from safra and currently is at s11 using yj's laptop to blog .
Yvonne just told me tht she miss Yl . But she can only see Yl fr awhile and thy thn left parted on different ways alr .
She's happily plucking her mascara out now . And she asked me to continue writing likethis , lol.
(Yvonne : roll eyes , Peiling : giggles~)
Alrights, just finish having our dinner cum breakfast , heading home soon .
Tada , and good morning anyway :)
.
And she said tht it's very bored . So dont wna entertain you le . So you go eat shit urself , byebye blogger ! HAHAAHHAHHAHAHA.

2009-08-25T20:23:00.004+08:00

this is the only photo we took together

LIFE ISH SO UNPREDICTABLE
you never noes what will happen later , afterward& perhaps tml ;(
i should really learn to cherish everyone ard me ,
although we are not close but i can say that you are a good guy ; why does all good guy or rather young guy die so early ?!
MAY YOU REST IN PEACE !! GOD BLESS
warning : TO bike raider !!
pls drive with care ! every life ish precious ;(
ONCE BITTEN ,TWICE SHY .
i hope no more this kind of stuff ish gg to happen again ;)
everyone ish loved by me .

ai ni ohs !!

2009-08-25T00:20:00.003+08:00

.
Hello ! Good morning :-D. It's 1233am now. And i'm talking to this bitch dearie right now.
Anyway, i'm peiling :-). She forced me to blog fr her ,as she threatened me . She say if i dont blog fr her , she would everyday treat me to macdonalds fr 3meal fr a week. Nice hor her ?
HAHA.
.
She told me to edit something to her previous post. But i'm lazy , so just briefly elaborate huh :-).
She misinterpret one of th msg and mistook tht guy fr a day. I bet she's feeling guiltly now. So ... Conclusion : thr's nothing .. Lol.
.
I think thr's something wrong with her blogger . I cannot use coloured font and font sizes :-(. How dumb her blogger is ? HAHAHA.
Okay, she's getting irritated by him.
So i shall leave huh , bye !
Luvvul:-D

I LOVE SOH BA YEE ! I LOVE SOH BA YEE ! :-D

2009-08-23T03:36:00.005+08:00

there`s a irritating bitch beside me now ~
hahahaaha . she so guai canzx , tell her to blog she jiu blog ^^
i love you i love you only noes how to say this three words to coax me ;(
went to SUPERBOWL with her today to acc her to eat mac ;) went to acarde to play our so call (rol here roll there game) !@#$%^&* she win me lohs what the !!
than safra ` saw akac&co .
it was pouring outside heavily. i tell him to be careful he still say me lame ;(

i miss you ;( & my stomach ish pissing me off . * pain pain pain

2009-08-23T03:22:00.003+08:00

210809
went to jp with dearie to get my stuff & finally imma a member of watsons liaos !! ;)*winkwink .
meet up with akac&co to smoke,slack,eat,than they headed to safra first .
me&dearie went to eat our HEIHEIHEIHEIMEE !! than went to bridge to wait for jenice&him , we wait for almost 1 hours til i feel like sleeping canzx ? afterthat went to sweety house to wait for her or rather see her prepare ?
than to safra , i PS them (dearie,sweety,milly,merlin) & i acc him to cab down to safra which ish jush a 10 mins walk ? jush a word "lazy" he jiu win liaos , he got $$ ma bobian !! dearie they all adfirst say i ps them bud i`m glad they understand me yeah ? love you all la ^^ we slackslackslack& didn`t managed to play our audition till ard 3 plus ? akac all left earlier ard 1 plus whereas me& dearie went to jack`s place to have some free show
hahahaha, should really take down those photo ! we were all veryveryverytired !! & sweety finally can convince me by saying smoking can make a person very tired ;(
honesty imma tired after smoking ~

2009-08-18T09:17:00.003+08:00

everything ish unpredictable
we seem to have drifted alot , you don understand me well& i don understand you well . thinking back , we seem to be the most close,good,understanding girlfriends together *lasttimes i`l jush have to move on , thanks for all those mermories , think about how we used to do funny thing & crack stupid jokes its really fun , but now ? i jush can say there are no more bonding between us ;) i`l jush have to move on . i admit i`m trying to run away from reality , i really hope to tel you how i feel but i cant . i don noes where to start , etc . i`m really very sad upon seeing you changing . maybe its times .....

2009-08-13T21:46:00.003+08:00

WHERE GOT GHOST ISN`T A NICE MUVEE
WENT TO WATCH WITH AKAC,ABAD,HIS PRECIOUS KID & XIAO PING ;)
i`m broke nwadays ;( can money jush fall from ths sky pls ;((
everyweek watch muvee *rabak siaks , I WANNA WATCH *final distination !! IT SEEM QUITE NICE , goona jio many many ppl to watch ^^ hahahaha .
my hair really very irritating liaos lo , fuck-ed . becoming more &more rough . any cream to recommend?
gonna go club again ! on 31 august ^^
gonna really really enjoyed myself .

loves all my girlfriends .
MUACK MUACK ~

2009-08-11T09:31:00.003+08:00

SUPPER CLUB ON SUNDAY WITH BABES ^^
CHANCES UPON MANY FAMILIAR FACES . ;)
ALTHOUGHT ITS A FIRST TIMES EXPERIENCE ITS SO FUN CAN ^^
ENJOY-ED ALOT ALOT !
YOU GRIN ME I GRIN YOU . HAHAHAHA .
I PROMISE THERE`S MORE TO COME ;DD

2009-07-28T09:23:00.005+08:00

hanging out with babes nowadays; like no life luhs ;(
safra jp safra jp . bloody boring place can ! having chinese oral this thursday & my prelim next week . goona stay home this week till weekend . ;}
i`m so goona go henderson wave !
hai . does sister this words really exist around me ? i really cant believe what i`ve see ;( my heart ache & i jush run out of safra without saying ;(
SORRY GIRLS . i cant control my emotion ;{
& i really dont understand why you keep make thing to be such a big fuss when it ish jush a minor things ? i really start to detest you . I HATES HYPROCRITE
!
CHONG PEI LING ! I MISS YOU I WANT TO MEET YOU LA !
I SO SO SO SAD YOU NOES !!!! you mush be there for me ma ? not mehs *hurhur
nln ~

2009-07-25T04:50:00.002+08:00

THE NIGHT IS STIL YOUNG YOUNG YOUNG !!!!!!!
EVERYWHERE I GO I SEE PPL COGHING &SNEEZING .
EEYER LOH .

many ppl fall sck ad the same time .
i`m the healthy wan ! didnt kana any dirty virus . hope they
recover soon manzxzx . ! recover liaos jiu can wander ard again ! wakaka .
today want out with akac & friends&co . was quite boring but ad least we enjoyed ourselves ~
we went to jp to fetch friend & he was like what the .... damn fucking long .
after that headed to geylang than eastcoast ^^
me & akac was superduper high when we saw the *rockfever MACHINE !!
but the counter was close as we were about to change our token ;(
but ad last we managed to change with some unknown kind souil ;)
have a really hard time playing cos the botton is damn freaking hard ! play til hand cramp lohzxzx .

after that bck to safra (dirty place)
audi audi . goona home sweet home to my cosy bed to tou ti ti liaos !
nwaday no place to harvoc lohzxzx ,
singapore is so so so so small .
i`m so gonna to find a place to go tml !!!! home is so bored ;(

2009-07-09T15:58:00.001+08:00

2009-07-05T03:59:00.003+08:00

(Twisted) Cooking Mama

Click here to play this game

2009-07-04T21:43:00.002+08:00

THANKS ;)
PEI LING FOR THE ANNA SUI (NIGHT OF FANCY)
I LOVE YOU LA DHEY !
WHENEVER I SPRAY I THINK OF YOU .
HAHAHAHA .
I SIMPLY JUSH LOVED THE FRAGRANCE ;)
MUACK MUACK LOVES ~
THANK AKAC TOO , ;) THE PERFUME YOU GAVE ME ALSO
HAS A NICE FRAGRANCE !
I SMELL LIKE BABY ^^
ALALALA

*UNPREDICTABLE ; UNSPEAKABLE

2009-06-30T09:37:00.002+08:00

i`m a bit angry with YOU la .
last mins never come school !
hmph ;(
don meet you liaos la !
ytd sleep all the way from 4plus in the afternoon til this morning 4 plus .
i was having a lil bit of stomachace , so i went to do my business again .
AWW ~
guess what i saw ??
blood again . i noes it sounded a bit gross . but nwadays i`ve been seeing blood whenever i do my business .
i shall go &seek a doctor ;)
which kind soul wanna acc me ?

kor kor jush text me ytd & say he got me a present ,
i`m a bit shocked &wondering what he has gotta for me ?
loves loves ~
i miss MRS LAU
I MISS MRS WEE
I MISS MRS GOH
I MISS MRS ZHANG YUAN XIN
I MISS MRS ZHANG YUAN TING
I MISS XIAOPING
I MISS MRS SOR

2009-06-28T04:43:00.007+08:00

didnt sleep well ytd ;( reach home ad ard 6 in the morning .
than insomia again but i manage to sleep for ard 3 hours ?
watched television&rot ad hme before heading to my bathroom to have a shower .
went out ad ard 2 plus to meet my abad(meijiao) first .
we will suppose to meet all my dearest ad 4.30 ad jp but in the end 6 plus than we started to leave jp .
they were so damn slow can !
after that headed to bugis for our steamboat !
i was so bloated upon drinking all the drinks which ish unlimited ,
after eating i jitao go do business siol .
hahahaha
come back there was a little surprise .
its was my birthday cake . (i think it cost a bomb bahs ? )
the cake was from bakerzin .
i can say its was very sweet&full of cream .
they very bad siol. give me a big big piece i cant even finished it lohzxzx !
i enjoyed myself today .
thanks to all my babe&dude
ai ni oh PHOTOS WILL UPLOAD SOON !!

after bugis back to kampong lohzx actually gg ARENA but in the end cancel .
so safra again . zZz
meet up with boy ad ard 11 plus ?
haishzxzx !
we didnt talk much today . something jush seem missing .
maybe is the feeling that we have has ald faded away .
i`m sorry . perhaps you shed tears for me again but i`m really really very sorry .
I JUSH CAN SAY THAT SOME THINGS ISH UNPREDICTABLE there ish alot of things which we both have left unsaid .
WE YOU YUAN WU FEN isn`t it ?
i hope you can stop dwelling on things .

byebye .
lastly i wished myself a happy birthday
i hope i can be brave
i hope i can have a listening ear whenever i need them ;(
tears jush seem to roll down from my cheek nwadays . haishzxzx !

2009-06-27T03:30:00.002+08:00

STRIGHT HAIR LIAOS !
ALALALAS . $160 GONE BYEBYE ^^
HAHA .
JUSH NOW SOMETHING HAPPEN AD ARENA .
FUCKING PLACE LO !
DON WISHED TO DEFINE MUCH `
JUSH HOPE THAT THEIR BIG BALUKU FASTER HEAL .
LOVES ;))
SAYANGSAYANG .
NOW AD SAFRA SLACKING !
TML GG TO HAVE MY CELEBRATION SHARE ENJOY& GET READY FOR SCHOOL !!

byebye
i love you you love me !

2009-06-25T08:33:00.003+08:00

as usual . day.to.night.night.to.day .
can someone jush drag me to my comfortable bed & coax me to sleep . hahahaha
INSONMIA INSONMIA .
im having ah ma illness liaos .
so young yet so old . who see me not happy ?! come come i let you beatpunchslappinchkickthrowsmack ! jush to let me have a LONGLONG sleep .
its quite a long time since i've slept for around 27 hours !!
school reopening soon , goona see all those bitches faces again .
my book &pens are rotting , i suddenly forgotten how to read&write ,
retard me ._.
everyone is alsleep now . all tou ti ti liaos but me ?
wondering how to go school if i behave like an owl .
sleeping pill has no effect on me infect it makes me more awake .
arrgh .
miss you a little , a little too much , a little too many , a little too hard

heading to town later on with elieen&co
gg for a little shopping ......
time faster pass leh FASTER FASTER !
goona wake the sleepy head up later at 1o .
wakaka .

i noe you want me you noe i want cha
byebye .
domo is loved .

2009-06-24T05:56:00.002+08:00

eh eh eh eh eh
Ohhhhhh

I know they wanna come and separate us but they can't do us nothin
Your the one I want and Im a continue lovin
Cause your considered wify and Im considered husband
And Im a always be there for you
And either way you look at it I aint goin no where for my muffin
Cause she gonna hold it down, cant no body tell her nothin
You got the kind of love that always make a ???? fussin
And thats what gets me closer to you

And no one knows
Why Im into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
Thats why we'll break through

And I dont care what they say
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I dont care what they do
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada
Cause I know what my baby like, I lean you on that Prada
You aint got to match with the shoes
All about knowing you Im into doing things to keep her longer
Stickin together forever, watch you grow stronger
Thats the way it has to be, everything problem
Keepin it always true

And no one knows
What Im into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
Thats why we'll break through

And I dont care what they say
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I dont care what they do
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And aint no one I compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And thats why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know

And I dont care what they say
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I dont care what they do
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you

And I dont care what they say
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I dont care what they do
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you

AKON has a unique voice & all his songs jush simply RAWKS .
like this song (be with you)
i SUPERDUPER SOT THIS SONG !
alalalalas .
i`m quite RANDOMrandom today & ppl nwadays says that i`m nuts
wakaka !

2009-06-21T03:49:00.002+08:00

JUSH ONE MORE WEEK !
MY SWEET SIXTEEN . WOW .
I`M SO HAPPY , I`M LOOKING FORWARD TO IT MANZXZX .
firstly i want to thanks (lglh) for the present . ^^
i want more PRESENT
gime gime more ~ alalas
nothing interesting nwadays , *HE inside & cant book out cos of the stupid guard-duty , hopefully i can see him next week i guess :{
i want a NEWPHONE
i want to REBORN my hair !
SHOULD I ????

having insomia nwadays , i dk why .
ppl sleep at night i sleep at day .
i hate it when the sun is so damn bloody hot .
can someone jush make a fridge for human ?
i would like to sleep inside from day to night & night to day ,
i don mind drying inside . i really hate the wheather nwadays ! ARRGH
i really hope to see all my beloved sisters on my birthdays ,

I NOES YOU WANT ME YOU NOES I WANT CHAS ~
BYEBYE~

2009-06-05T02:26:00.002+08:00

i`m sorry to have treat you in this way . i promise not to make you cry
i regret alot . but i`m blessed to have you by my side . no matter what happen you are always there for me . you trust me so much , you gived me the love that i need .
i promise to CHERISH you , you are worth it .
i love you ^^

as for my attitude . i changed for the sake of myself * if those people still wanna talk rubbish , by all means okay , especilly you . come SLAP me la nbcb _|_ don go around & bark la .
lets bygones be bygones , despite all those glory that i`ve received i believe to jush be myself ^^ inner beauty lasts a life time ,

2009-06-05T02:16:00.004+08:00

lau yong lians (akac)
you wil forever be my akac .
i`m always here for you no matter what , our bond is strong yarhs ?
i believe what obstacles that you have met , you can overcome it .
jush remember a SISTER name sohyifeng yvonne .
there`s always a space for you in my heart . i understand how you are feeling now . but i believe that you are a brave girl ^^ its sad to see you in this way .
cheer up . i believe he`s fine inside . godbless~

ai ni ohs * muack muack

2009-05-27T11:17:00.000+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
cheek&nose .

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
bloody tired ; stil wanna hug my star .

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
myself la .

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
YES !

5. Would you ever donate blood?donate ??
yes . but my blood ish green manzx !

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
Yes , definitely .

7. Do you want someone dead?
NO . if i can turn back the time i will . .

8. What does your last message says?
ilu muack to him*

9. What are you thinking right now?
thinking about someone ?

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
YES indeed ! i want him!

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
2am !

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now
in school la

13. Is someone on your mind?
yupp

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
babyboy ._.

15. Tag 10 random people to do this survey.
1.lauyonglian (akac)
2.homeihua
3.weemeijiao
4.elieenzhangyuanting
5.limyouan*(boy)
6.millysor
7.jenicezhang
8.xiaoping
9.lynngoh
1o.weijie

16. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
nobody .

17. Is no. 3 a male or female?
Female

18. If no. 7 & no. 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
obviously not .

19. What is no. 1 studying about?
my akac leh . same la ,

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
jush yeaterday ?

21. Is no. 4 single?
NO !

22. Say something about no. 3.
satay girl ?

23. What do you think about no. 3 & no. 5 being together?
NO NO NO !

24. Descibe no. 9.
H.K.L.?

25. What will you do if no. 6 & no. 7 fight?
I BET THEY DEFINITLY WONT ~

26. Do you like no. 8?
YES ! SWEETIE PIE LEH ,

2009-05-16T13:27:00.003+08:00

wosh ~
jush woke up not long ^^ now at alex`s house
i`m so so tired nwadays .
the more i sleep the more tired i am .
yesterday went henderson wave with him
hees~ jush the both of us . (romantic siol)
was quite fun , after that went back down to bl & have our supper than to alex`s house til now .
he so bad left me alone ad alex house .
hmph* so bad of him *(grin)
meeting my abad later on ~

i miss everyone
LYL
EZYT
WMJ
XP
JZYT
& LASTLY I MISS HIM !

2009-05-15T01:47:00.004+08:00

woohoo~
finally finished my midyear lo .
these past few weeks was a really damn stressful weeks .
i really hope that the result that i`ll be getting back is what i`m expecting . guess what ? me&my a.b.a.c. get the highest in class for chinese (weewee)
currently i`m at boonlay ~ tonning night for me again .
{the night is still young} !
i miss all my sister ! i want gatheringGATHERINGgathering
apparently, my sweet 16 is coming . really hope to enjoy with all my close ones !
i want present present !
yeah , finally getting a new phone soon . i`m so damnBLOODY looking forward to my birthday .
no place in mind . i yearn for something SPECIAL this year ~~

2009-04-06T10:14:00.003+08:00

nothing interesting . as usual .
school than home . life has been so meaningless .
looking forward to this friday&sat . will be meeting up with *them & maybe sat gg henderson wave ?
i hope so , so boring hanging out ad *kampong !
midyear exam ish coming , i really have to buck up ^^
{jiayouforme}
lastly happy belated birthday to korkor
so sorry didn`t wished you happy birthday on the actual day .
something are left to be unsaid
people tend to change isn`t it ?

2009-03-09T08:22:00.005+08:00

we are not that childish as you okays , !
we got better things to do .
or we rather save up all the time to study lo {lmaos}
who you wanna hang out with doesn`t matter to us anymore , we are not GUILTY as we do nothing wrong , once bitten twice shy . own up for your own action okays . no use telling others if you really want to talk . talk among us we dont need or want other to be related to this matter when they are not .
if you think that we`ll beat your so call {gan-mei} .
i can guarantee we wont as we got better things to do . so don worry .
by all means you can hang out with them , as our 4 years of sistership isn`t worth being .
good luck to you then .

2009-03-05T18:07:00.004+08:00

nothing mush interesting yesterday {school.home.jp.library.artpark.home}
meet lynn to have my lunch ad jp then headed to the library to borrow books .
saw milly,jenice&co ad artpark ; chit-chatted then back home , {boring boring}

.i want to live my life to the fullest
.i want to have a fairy god-mother
.i want to stop thinking about you
.i want to sleep til death
.i want to become fatter
.i want my day to filled with laughters
.i want to be more independence
.i want endless cash
.i hope to live everyday without any regrets .

2009-03-02T08:20:00.003+08:00

i`m currently ad school now *{boring} luhs . jush now meet my beloved akac & headed school with our breakfast {mcmuffin} ^^ .
i hate to come to school with a rushing mind lohs . especially when the clock strike 7.25 . * {slap forehead} , sure late wan . no matter how you run,fly or jump stil wil late wan loh . also don noes why . {blinkblink} i don wish to be late another time or else i`ve to wash the toilet for 3 hrs manzx {ohmygod}.

i hate to wait for the bus .
i hate to do homework .
i hate coming to school .
i hate to STUDY !
i hate to see the bus full of HUMANS
& i hate the person beside me now !!!!
*arggh

2009-03-01T12:52:00.003+08:00

i`m so THANKFUL to MR ONG KAH WAH TO come down taman jurong & meet me on friday night . you really berry steady pom bibi luh !
let me & peipei wait so long , {*smackyou } . i`m so so used of night life nwadays , i jush hate the sight of brightness especially the SUN but jush a couple of hrs pasts , i`m aching everywhere & feel so sleepy . *am i getting older ? beats me ? *wondering??
haha .
[specially for akac]
cheer up okays , ? i`m sad if you are sad . think on the positive side .
god bless them . nothing wil happen to them wan luhs i`m shocked to hear this news actually . nothing you can do . jush wait okays ? stop wandering around bl jiu can le, hang out there lesser . okays?.
i think those {ssb} ish very absurd lo . for no reason locked them up . girl , they are the president *** bobian wan .
**** them hard hard luh , stay strong okay ?

2009-03-01T12:21:00.003+08:00

SATURDAY NIGHT

its was a thrilling day for me & chongpeipei*claphand . we went for a riding session around jurong area , as it have been a lifetime since i step on the paddle *blinkeyes , ad first we have some difficulties getting the bicycle as we act like night theft**giggle. we managed to find two bicycles within 1 hour ?
first we cycle to 399 & empty my bladdar as i endure with it for quite a long time .
then to our first destination -namtai,pioneermall,bl,greenpark. its was so shiok to cycle under the rain , !! so WINDYYYYY! .
indeed i`m not so confident in peipei b`cos she cant see clearly & i`m so mentally prepared if she falls . i would be the first to ring up the hospital *claphand,
eventually , she didnt fall but til we reached greenpark she drop down from the SWING & i was like *hackcare . *sayang luhs . i noe it hurts ^^ [forchongpeipei] paiseh ryte? stil fall infront of them .
i salute you la , stand also don noe how . *idiot
overall its was a day filled with laughter . i`m satisfied with this kind of lyfe .
so what if im single? singlehood rawkzxzx okays !! if la hor if , got 1 flink wil be more good *lmaos
body aching? hungry?! *TSKTSKTSK
WHO WAN COOK FOR ME?

2009-02-27T14:30:00.003+08:00

today really was a fuck day for me , lonely =(
no COMPANION!! i don noes why today the feeling was quite weird for me .
as usual chinese lesson . teacher only noes how to *nagnagnag nonstop
we cant do anything . jush have to treat it as teacher is saying sutra
*giggle . math lesson was really more suck-ed . THANKS kelvin & carmen for teaching me as my *L.H.S&H.K.Z not here . THANKS ALOT . ^^
throught the whole lesson teacher was jush sitting on the chair , RELAX only lo like DA.SHAO.YE
we are suppose to be realeased ad 12.3o instead of 1.3o we delay for 1 hr , teacher is like WHATTT THEEEE . . . .
bobian tacher big fuck ma . HATE TO GO SCHOOL EACH DAY LO .
i`v lost interest in english , lesson was bored without the BLACKWITCH which is my english teacher . MRSYEO AKA ISABELLA *laugh . its getting more & more boring upon playing circle time for 3 days ? i`m glad that classmates praised me & say i`m loving *wink . should i cut short hair or should i reborn ?
i`m sick &tired of my hair *arrgh!!

2009-02-25T16:23:00.008+08:00

i`m soSO lazy to post manzxzx
I really should buck up lo , ytd was a bad day for me , i`m kinda BLUR ytd lo , everyone was asking me why did ai wear p.e instead of uniform ?
noe what?, i thought ytd was wednesday so ai wore p.e. , & off to school .
up on the bloody cold bus i then realise that today ish tuesday & i ws like *die ,die,
go school sure RABAK wan .
how?!
but hengarhhengarhs .
nothing happen .
anyway, on sat i went out with chong PEIPEI to watched our romantic show , haha . we berry kiasu lohs *=x i think i should`nt eleborate much ^^ PINKPANTHER show ish
superduper nice & damn bloody funny lors , those who haven watched shall really go catch it !
i give a rating of 8/10 ._.

I WAN TO HAVE A FLING
fling where are you ? where are you ? where are you ?
!!=.=

2009-02-24T11:38:00.004+08:00

SOME WORDS ARE LEFT TO BE UNSAID .

2009-02-21T18:21:00.007+08:00

rabak, i jush wake up not long manzxzx `
slept for 14 hrs ,
noes what ,
ai finally meet up with elieen&kor liaos ,
[last long alryte] ^^
i`m really berry happy to see you two ytd ,
bud abit sad that you keep beat me & pinch me zZz
we went to jp than bl ,
kampong kias yarhs ?
we played CS til berry TULAN SIAKS ,
3 VS 3
me,elieen &akac vs so call * ahbao * _|_ ue & *ah gogo
thay are damn pro wan lo ,
when the games started , i haben even started to walked or even picked up a gun i`v been shot to death -.- this continue many times til i says ` wo bu yao wan liaos la .
pay money ad the counter than go smoke .
actually i thought didn`t meet them for a period of times our distance wil drift but i`m glad to noes it
didn`t ^^

2009-02-20T19:58:00.004+08:00

rottingROTTING ,
currently sitting on the computer table for almost 6 an hours ?
CAN YOU IMAGINE ?
i`m so boreddd
who can entertain me please ?!
everyones out having fun , only me.the one&only who has been ad home for almost 4 week ?
hehe=D
CURRENTY PLAYING MISSING IN ACTION *childish ,
i have my reason for playing okays !!!!

?perhaps is to avoid ppl ?
everythings changing
from bad to worse !
i`m changing for the sake of myself,
*unfriendlyTO friendly ?
*attitudeTO noattitude ?
*xiaoqiTO notxiaoqi ?
no ones ish perfect , change for the sake of yourself . & not for other
you always tried to be someone deepdown , ue don even feel comfortable , despite the glory you receive , why not jush be yourself & satisfied yourself ,? inner beauty lasts a life time =D

our bond ish strong

2009-02-20T00:10:00.005+08:00

THANKS AKAC
lau **** *** ._.
the main purpose to blog now ish to thanks mygirl =D
credits goes to you liaos lo , helping me find DOMO - KUN BLOG skins &etc
xinkuyoule ._.

jush wanna tell you no matter what i`l always be there for you
remember our BOND ish strong ?
quarrel often occured between us but after a moment we are back like normal, thanks for giving in so much to me when i`m in wrong ,
let work hard this year to achieve our dreams ,
loves loves loves loves